Thursday, April 14, 2016

She Thought

     Miracles are wishes come true, matters of faith realized, love fulfilled. Your heart begins to rejoice is when you recognize that small voice, "It's me, Daddy. Is it ok if we go swimming down back after you get out of work? Mama said to ask you."
     You know you've made it when you're all the way around to the other side of Merrymeeting Bay near Mama's church. It (the local temple) finally made her look like a beautiful bride of Christ. She looked like a bride doll in a white satin box. Does Jesus have a doll collection too?
     I remember bride dolls. Decades ago, they were white lace dresses, plastic heels and bodies, fake hair and common pin pearl earrings.
     It was the beginning of hell for me, to have far more than I needed.
     ME owned me. It had effectively destroyed our family nest on the banks of the Kennebec River. ME is the abbreviation of the state where I was born.
     We weren't river rats. They live in town. We were country cousins. We were dangerously well informed about truth and authority and who was actually in charge.
     We questioned everything.
     We were eager to learn.

Wednesday, April 6, 2016

SoS ME

I get it! If you don't maybe it's because you aren't. I am. It's all I need. I am finally getting off. I think I'll visit those eagles over Merrymeeting Bay on my way out. If you're considering suicide you're taking a free ride on alcohol, friend. It's the cruelest death there is. First, you watch your HOPE die...My baby winces when I speak because the truth leaks out with every tear that I cry. So, what does my title mean? Help, I need some buddy? Hell, no! I have George. He ain't perfect but he's my older brother. My Daddy, gave him an ahbah when George was twelve and we've been friends ever since. We're Maine made, north Bath run.
So, Stone ME. I may be the cure for war. Keep Maine GREEN!
Hey George, What in Hell is an ahbah?

Monday, April 4, 2016

Love: It Simply Is

     Somewhere, people are learning better than I learned. That doesn't mean that I haven't learned better. You will learn to understand because I love to teach. I have always chosen to teach the children. I do not discriminate. I am alien here. Creatures of light and love burn in Hell. Just like fairy wings in a bonfire. I had a friend who tried to save a young peasant girl from the sticks and stones and bonfires of the vainest. Hell is the ultimate drama, Mama! Yes, he's handsome but can he raise goddesses in Hell? Damned straight! He is my father who art in my idea of heaven. He loves me. There Is a party going on but it isn't political certainly teaches hate based upon that.
Love confuses me when there is no clarity. It isn't supposed to hurt. That means you're getting physical. Broken hearts consider suicide. Stop breaking mine. When the coyotes get ugly, those bitches bite but the males are likely to be rabid because they tend to wander.
     I am buzzing through Beverly's hills which is HOME. Come on By or not. No guilt. I'm sorry for every shame on you that I ever uttered. You're right, it's none of my business. I will tend my own. Naturally! I love you, Mama!

Sunday, April 3, 2016

Witch Way Out

I love words and games and jigsaw puzzles but  except that I really don't love them. Lilbevie is a whelp from Margie, fourth female of the litter. Ed chose well for survivors of Hell. Maine was cool enough to stand Hell's Kitchen where I am the Pillsbury NanaBev in my opinion.You're twisted girl! You've been too long in the wind tethered to your jealousy. I have outgrown some of my emotions. I really have filled seven oceans with salty tears. YOU are the salt. Never love objects more than living beings. Being me is an experience that is totally difficult to appreciate. I'm all alone NEVER! God is watching me and so is my government.  Tell me again that Ameria is free. Everybody would love to be in ME. It stands for the state in which I chose to slide on out. Goddess delivery is the only way to arrive alive but some still choose to die and I understand why.

     I was burned for a witch somewhere, back there.

How dare you call yourselves unworthy? My love is free to all. I forgive all who surrender to love with genuine intent.
I talk to my ego and it growls like a crazy bitch. She's been tortured and tempered in the forests of Hell. She was ME. When the lady dragon breeds, she keeps those precious seeds of HOPE moist and warm with colorful candied shells that critters eat. Krispy Kempy, no, that's not quite right, Krispy Kritters? Oh hell, yeah. Light 'um up! There is an evil more horrible than your worst imagination. Maybe I am also the devil but I don't wear Blue Jeans, Baby. I'm more of a Mama Cass more cushion to the pushing so I've heard. Kempy used to say his baby had muscles and they went all the way up to her ass. Yeah, I was proud of that. Muscle tone is important for natural childbirth. Keep it tight.

Anyways, There are so many Mes in this old woman. Crones can be magical. They just give you that ole evil eye that says, " Know Whatcha thinkin' " and that's too spooky.

It's true, I do know what my kids are thinking. I hear those prayers. Some of them don't have a prayer in Hell of getting me to listen since their last communion. Seriously? Cell PHONES? How many cells does it take to make a cage? One.Sell phones? Yeah, that'll sell.