I believe in ME and that is all I need to believe. I am love and forgiveness. I am mother. I am SHE.Call me by whatever names you choose. I will answer.
Monday, September 12, 2016
The Trinity of Creation
In a Christian home, the trinity means father, son, and holy ghost. I believed that way because that is what I was taught to believe. I learned that my father believed in the great spirit of mother nature and all of her blessings. He took none for granted. He abused himself but it was legal to do so. Addictions are totally personal and legally tolerated. Hell, they're exploited like children of cruel gods and goddesses. It generally takes a trinity to create a family. Family was as creation intended. I used to believe that. I think that service is really the intention of people on this planet. Who do you serve? I serve myself and I expect you to mind your manners when you are visiting or simply stay away. If that feels as though I am driving you further and further away, realize that I don't have any car. I gave it to Vickie because I needed a recliner. People use people and abuse them. Family is not above such abuse. I share my opinions with social media and my family disassociates to protect themselves from shame or blame. I simply lived these experiences and understand human emotions. None are wrong or right. They are volatile and explosive and can be hazardous to all lifeforms. They are easily manipulated. It literally is the cancer of communication to stifle them in any way. I believe in expressing them freely through vents, rants, tears, giggles. sighs, mumbles, buzzes and even shouts of acclamation. My trinity is ME, mys'elf', and lilbevie who was nine years old when her family went to Hell.
Imagine Nation
I was born American Mainiac. I have lived nearly six decades and six years in what is probably my sixth lifetime as SHE. That could be the mark of the beast as foretold in the bible or that could be your opinion. My daughter has called me the devil's daughter; I have labeled her worse. The world is going to Hell quicker than you can imagine heaven. It means that the next time that you choose to return, you really could be in a world of shit. It doesn't matter what anyone believes, it matters how they behave. Without respect, there can be no "father, who art in heaven". Mine was always the best lover of women. He respected women. He recognized the power and respected her. In return, she offered her body to be his garden. She is mother to life. She is ME. I love you just as you were made. I accept you with all of your impure 'itys. Pity those who live in cities. I prefer an island or a village by the sea. A sailor appreciates the stars and solid ground but he loves to rock and roll. I used to love to rock and roll, too. I was a teenybopper in the sixties during the last millennium. I was looking for love in all the wrong places and never found it until you. Yes, you! You make me smile and tickle inside. You turn on what I shut off decades ago so that I would no longer NEED men. That was a serious mistake that Kempy wants me to correct before he walks me home. I have to prepare for a beautiful and very romantic date...This is going to be the happiest ever after that any nation could ever imagine. I just heard a chorus of winged ones announcing it to the coast of Maine. "Look there, here SHE comes"
I would love to thank Josh Groban and my Dad for raising me up.
I would love to thank Josh Groban and my Dad for raising me up.
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