Indigo Child, Midniterainbow

I am one of the earlier editions of 'indigo children'. We're only now, discovering who and what we are. We have begun to understand why. We come to a place of inner peace after surviving literal hell on earth. We aren't like you. You'll either cherish us or hate us for our differences because that is what people do. We are me, collectively since I am never alone. Interestingly, I chose Maine which is also ME. It is as if I have given me all of this world in a jigsaw puzzle box without the complete picture and challenged me to put it together when it's never been completed. I see things differently than most others.  Crazy or weird is the chaos that I have learned to survive. 
Most children have better instincts than they are allowed to develop without prejudice. It's called brainwashing.
It is my opinion that all governments interfere with personal freedoms. It is as natural as waterfalls cascading over cliffs to rebel against restrictions. You can follow the path of least resistance but we generally create our own. All creators do.
God is called the creator when it is the goddess who actually creates a new living being. I have always chosen to be she for this reason. Divine love is love so genuine that you don't need to earn it because you deserve it. It keeps a mother from eating her own young.
I don't believe in what can't communicate with me but I also know when I quit listening or I'm not tuned in.
My mother used to say, "There's just enough truth in that to make it dangerous." My father just chuckled or wept. Men are truly powerless over the rage of a woman's grief.
It is very difficult to continue against a lifetime of grief since pain continues in these vessels of blood. It requires more faith than I've ever had in myself. That was then, this is now. I am STILL.