Monday, September 12, 2016

The Trinity of Creation

In a Christian home, the trinity means father, son, and holy ghost. I believed that way because that is what I was taught to believe. I learned that my father believed in the great spirit of mother nature and all of her blessings. He took none for granted. He abused himself but it was legal to do so. Addictions are totally personal and legally tolerated. Hell, they're exploited like children of cruel gods and goddesses. It generally takes a trinity to create a family. Family was as creation intended. I used to believe that. I think that service is really the intention of people on this planet. Who do you serve? I serve myself and I expect you to mind your manners when you are visiting or simply stay away. If that feels as though I am driving you further and further away, realize that I don't have any car. I gave it to Vickie because I needed a recliner. People use people and abuse them. Family is not above such abuse. I share my opinions with social media and my family disassociates to protect themselves from shame or blame. I simply lived these experiences and understand human emotions. None are wrong or right. They are volatile and explosive and can be hazardous to all lifeforms. They are easily manipulated. It literally is the cancer of communication to stifle them in any way. I believe in expressing them freely through vents, rants, tears, giggles. sighs, mumbles, buzzes and even shouts of acclamation. My trinity is ME, mys'elf', and lilbevie who was nine years old when her family went to Hell.

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